Despite the "RUMORS"

Anything at Anytime is (I am) still HERE!

I don't care what anyone said ----
I did NOT take a Vacation to MARS!  (Wish I could have -- That would have been COOL!)
nor
Did I take a sabbatical to Teach the Dalli Lama a new form of Meditation.

Anyway,

I have been gone for far, Far to LONG.

To those of you out there in the World that were Wondering and/or Worried -- I Apologize for the Lack of Communication and UPDATES.

Truly - I am Sorry.

Back in Early January I started new meds again.  I even Commented on here about it.
What I did not count on is...... well......., the changes they brought about in ME.

Three of the Meds are Anti-depressants that are to keep me drowsy and keep my "Spirits" Livable.  They are Strong and under normal circumstances a guy 3 times my weight would be sleeping all the time with them -- with me, well, they just make me YAWN all the time.
(Two of them I have taken Previously with the third being a different one and they actually worked.)

The Combination of the Meds (with the New third one) should have made me - what I refer to as - a Pliable Dummy.

THEY DIDN'T!

From time to time on this blog, you that have read regularly will agree, there have been some Bitches, Rants, Raves and what not.  I have tried to keep that Off of here as much as possible and write things - any THINGS - THINGS that came to me as I was sitting here at the computer typing and letting it flow as it may.

Some good, Some bad - but keeping the ANGER at bay and away as much as possible.

This last set of meds MULTIPLIED my ANGER by a Factor I don't even want to fathom.
They really SCREWED with my head, my heart (NOT in a Medical way - Emotionally), and my Soul.
All Three things I depend on to write and try to be a GOOD Father and Husband.

FINALLY!
I am back on the original meds.
It took awhile as the Dr., J, and Myself all wanted to give them (it, actually the new drug) a little time to work.  Thinking it would take a bit for all to settle out.
All Three of us have come to the conclusion that THAT combination of Drugs is not for me.
*imagine a feigned half smile with a shaking of the head here*

So, I am back on the original set of meds and things are getting back to normal (as normal as they can get).

For Those of you that stuck around and kept checking in on me from time to time -- Thanks.

For All (first time readers included) I will be coming up with some (Hopefully!!!!) Good stuff -- as I have to catch everyone up on Letters from Tomas and some more Dime Store Detective bits and get MUSIC MONDAZE going again.

Dan.